Keresahan Ingatan

Keresahan Ingatan

Aku selalu mencoba tuk menggapai

Tapi kau sangat jauh

Di malam hari kusering berandai

Kau menjadi penghilang Jenuh

Ingatanmu itu,

Bagaikan beribu titik di atas kertas

Senyuman itu,

Bagai suatu perasaan yang mengeu lepas

Ku hanya melihat, lalu merasakan

Ku hanya mendengar, lalu merindukan

Semuanya membingungkan

Padahal aku hanya mengenal tampang

Dengan segala upaya agar tetap terpampang

Mengetahui namamu yang berakhir "fi"

Mengukir nya dan berharap itu abadi

~aurellreed~

Once upon a time

When i fall in love with him

123π

Trapped in you

TRAPPED IN YOU You sweetened me, sank into my soul, read me like a prophecy I hate this. I hate you. I was there— when you said you needed me, when my world was burning, I made time, carved it from my own bones, and handed it to you like an offering. You swore you'd always be here. No matter what. No matter what the fuck. But here I am, talking to ghosts, watching you spoil the only thing you ever truly loved— your own damn ego. You spoke of effort, as if effort is a word you understand, as if the weight of my waiting isn’t breaking my spine. You wondered if you were enough. Yes, sir. Yes. You are not. I am not too much— you are too little. You ranted, and I listened. I held my tongue, swallowed my needs. You never did the same. You were mean—sharp-edged, careless. I hope your fingers burn, a slow, cruel sting if you ever type other name while ignoring mine. And I hope you tell me, whine to me about the pain, so I can say, good. Was that love? Or just comfort? Did I mistake patienc...

"We Were Just Strangers Who Understood Each Other" – And isn’t that the rarest thing?

"We Were Just Strangers Who Understood Each Other" – And isn’t that the rarest thing? Just like accidents, but it never felt like that, not when you said those words and knew we weren’t just talking- you got it, didn’t you? Strangers, we are but when i stare closely, touch deeply There's something I didn’t even know I was missing Brown sharp sight lense like warm living room in cabin hid deep in the woods, and me, with my pink walls built so high so tough by tears and blood But there was something about the way It all crumble, without i even noticing None stars predict it, yet here, sitting next to me, as if it supposed to be There's no theory, No need fight for understanding It just how is it Weird isn’t it? And isn’t that the rarest thing? find this type of genuine bond, in this rot-brain world?

Nowhere Lake

The sun was setting, but not yet dark Through clouds of grey, it cast a spark The water flowed and screeched, with little waves that splashed I put my hand in, merged with water, felt a flash I could see you, I could feel you In the realm beyond They said no human had the power To cross the world you're on They said that nature had the vision To sense the other side So I want to become like the nature I let myself subside Merged myself into the water, buried half my body into the rough sand Soaked myself into the mud, climbed the peak because watch griev to the land All I did All I do Because I can't see you As you can see me

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