Feel Me

 Hey me in the future? neither it's spirit that fly leave the body on the soil or spirit in body that i always hate neither get bored in this city or in white house near to forest with lake on the backyard neither living alone loving myself or walking around Barcelona with love of my life Do i happy? i hope so! i'm fighting for You right know, for better life with my love of my life to spend our morning drinking coffee, clingy to each other with our pretty curl baby

  I love people who love me as human that had heart to feel and word to said                   Not place for visited when they all got tired or hurt by them-self mind

  He said It Devil's dream Amazing but true,  I think it's a part of another life, a part that I don't even know exists could be the future or the past in a lost civilization swallowed by the sea in the area of ​​four sharks that have disappeared and exist as a mystery.

2022...   A year full of failure, despair, giving up, trying, love, breakup, getting up, accepting, success, dreams come true, new world, new lessons, busy, busy, busy, bored..... Acceptance

  Everyone hates me I thought There's no any mind can save this My social skill is dead,  I don't care what people thin about me Just scared that I'm useless

 Everyone had told me "Appreciate yourself, let the world be enough" Actually I do appreciate myself more than math hour I though I got in high school I do appreciate myself to not let people come in and cut them wrist The world is already enough  The world is always enough At least for me...  For my heart and my brain Actually I do appreciate my heart then let it crush my mental I do appreciate my brain then let it crush my body Actually..  Honestly..  My brain and My body that not claim it

I can't believe it How can? I feel so lamb Just if I drop my blue a month ago  I believe now I'm not gonna Sit here Waiting For the big man Then See how he mutilated my lovely blue into pieces